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Sursum Corda

by Fuck the Main$tream

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Divine 00:57
Divine [Words & music: Thompson] The Moments that make the now leave me feeling some what lost / knowing not my next move / a triumphant victory is in view / but at the moment my mind is askew / the morning dew is on my mind / I’m bidding my time / till the day the sun will shine and show me divine. / Show me divine. / Show me divine.
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Biblical [Lyrics: Thompson Music: Ayala/Gonzales/De La Torre] Worry not of tomorrow/ fear no longer a world of sorrow / believe the feeling / heed not the warning / live life for what it is / remember what confidence is? / Dreams are true when skies are blue / and when they’re not worry not / these words are thoughts unheard / like the song of the morning bird / awake to a new day say everything is okay / inhale the air of life / closed eyes reveal open hearts / open hearts accept open minds / thoughts combine / everything’s fine / forget the time and grow a new spine… / Clock work movements within myself / achieve the right to believe / know what makes you be and you will see / the misinformation age has made us this way / dreams are true when skies are blue / and when they’re not / still worry not
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Not Yet 01:16
Not Yet [Lyrics: Thompson Music: Ayala/Gonzales/De La Torre/Thompson] Rejoice for the choice to live your life / evolve into something new / shed the serpent skin / evoke what makes us be / turn out the lights / step soundly into the dark / cohesion with no reason / convulsion – compulsion- compassion the assassin – assassin- assassin / spread those angel wings and see the things / that make us who we are / revolt against the world / a rebel within a clause / a breath taking pause…/ super imposed images of a higher being / rejoice at the choice to live your life / evolve into something new /evoke what makes us be / turn out the light / step soundly into the dark...
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Scar Song 05:28
SCAR SONG [Lyrics: Thompson Music: Ayala/Gonzales/De La Torre] At a moments notice/ drop everything you love/ leave your life – your wife/ for what you don’t know/ show me something new/ show me something old/ show me the things never told/ embrace disgrace/ love the taste of failure on my lips/ come to grips the past/ move forward to make it last/ can you taste the drink that was made for me?/ I can’t remember if I poisoned it/ can you taste the holy water?/ I can’t remember if I pissed in it/ This is it your soul is my pawn ticket and I won’t forget to save the receipt/ deceit won’t get you anywhere…/ This is the scar song/ sing-a-long song, not something for the weak of heart/ Show your scars to the stars/ praise the stripes & bars and show your battle scars…/ step behind the yellow line/ bid sometime to commit more crime/ slit wrist/ bracelets of blood/ turn your head on the ones you love/ the casket is your body glove…
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SHITONYOURFACE [Lyrics: Thompson Music: Ayala/Gonzales/De La Torre/Thompson] I’ve always wondered where to see the falseness that is reality/I’ve looked here and I’ve looked there/ but nothing and no one are all that I’ve found/I’ve pictured bliss and with the blink of an eye watched it turn to piss/ Listen to the sound of my voice/ with a kiss of the sky you’ll want to fly/ disappear up high/but we’re stuck to make a muck of the ground/ I may say I don’t give a fuck/ but then I wouldn’t be singing right now, would I?/ I’ve often wondered how? / but I know what limits us isn’t the sky/it’s in our minds/ if we don’t use them/ then we’re stuck to make a muck of the ground/ well now I’ve found falseness in reality, look into see, you’ll see what limits us isn’t laws of nature/ it’s ignorance of the mind so time I pray be on my side/ and in my mind I shall reside/ leaving you here in this false reality/ this fucking mentality / in this madness society/ it’s just one big conspiracy/ I don’t want your fucking theory/ I don’t need your fucking rules/ I don’t want this fucking life/ I don’t need your fucking tools/ I have my hands and my soul / my mind and my goal/ I am me, who are you? What is this? I don’t know. /Don’t ask me questions that you already know the answers to./ I don’t want to be your fool/ I don’t want to play any of your games, and I don’t want any of your shame.
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Subtle 04:05
SUBTLE [Lyrics: Thompson Music: Ayala/Gonzales/De La Torre/Thompson] Subtle words - subtle actions - sudden thoughts - subtle dreams/ actions, betrayal / Subtle is the noise/ subtle is the dream/ subtle is your stance in life/ I hold a knife to your throat/ but you don’t even choke/ you’re too willing to die in this subtle world called “LIFE”/ with a knife to your back, heart attack/ sudden glance/ now you don’t know/ eyes glazed/ purple haze/ magnetic daze/ seventeen lost years what is it for? / I don’t know. / What are you thinking?/ I don’t know. /What are you thinking? /I don’t know/ what you’re trying to say,/ because your words are so soft I can’t hear your voice/ I can’t even see by the look on your face/ you’re just subtle dreams/ subtle moments in time/ while you just want me to say what it is you’re thinking/ without ever telling me a goddamn word – you stupid bitch – I can’t fucking read your face./ Subtle – Subtle – Subtle – Subtle - subtle are the movements/ subtle are the sounds/subtle are the dreams / and subtle are the thousands of people waiting to die in your fucking mind / it’s a line of assembly/ a line of thought/ a train of being/ a motion of existence/ a continual denial of everything you hate/it’s your life, it’s your fate/ it’s the smile on your face every time you wake/ every evening when you sleep/it’s all of the things that keep you on your two feet / If you’re alive then you’re dying/ if you’re dying you’re alive / It’s all a kind of fucking mind game – stupid person – ignorant fool / this is not enough / if you ever understood me/ then I’d fucking have to stop/ saying all of these words/all of these songs./ You see no one will ever wake up that’s why I’m telling you... /Subtle – Subtle – Subtle – Subtle are the actions of your life/ the life/your life/ the life/ your life/ choose now/don’t drown/ live your life/ would you want to now? / Subtle is the voice that you use. / Subtle is the voice that you choose./ Subtle is your stance in life. So subtle, subtle, without ever being…
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EXPRESS DEATH [Lyrics: Thompson Music: Ayala/Gonzales/De La Torre/Thompson] Now and then our times is spent pondering the stars/ Searching for the question to ask that will lead us to the divine so we can move one/ pick your hate from the collection plate/ unfold the name of who you hate/ separate the dotted lines/ redraw them as they were, where’s your coat of fur? / Comatose visions/ sudden improvision/ small incisions of religion/ carrier pigeons/ doubt forgiven/ life liven/ dreams remembered/ songs unsung/ nothing more for heavens bum… /One life/ one thought/ one world/ what rules?/ One theory/ one god/ one truth/ one lie/one funeral/ one burial/ one cemetery for us all/ one truth/ one dream/ what does everything mean?/ Want everything for nothing/ give it all to me for nothing/ work is for the rested/ not mentally congested/ rest in sleep, and sleep in death… Express death, express death, express death, express death, express death…
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Heal 02:46
HEAL [Lyrics: Thompson Music: Ayala/Gonzales/De La Torre/Thompson] Heal/ heal/ heal/ heal/ from the pain/ from the shame/ from the brain/ from the lame - heal/ heal - wounds so deep they can’t be felt/ broken emotions hidden in the lies/ sympathetic eyes for pathetic lives/ still no one takes the time to heal/ to heal/ to heal/to heal/ some say the pain doesn’t hurt/ others say they like the feeling/ so then what’s with all the squealing?/ Dealing with these thoughts of shit…/ Everyone’s a hypocrite/ but no one wants to be judged – be judged/ the pain is in your eyes/ till someone buys the lies…/ heal/ heal/ heal/ heal/ heal/ heal/ heal/ heal/ wounds are meant to heal/ yet we pick the scabs/ and we get made when our wounds will never truly heal!/ It’s a time to heal/ it’s a time to feel/ it’s a time to heal yourself!!!
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DRIFT (rapideyemovement) [Lyrics: Thompson Music: Stone/Ayala/Gonzales/De La Torre/Thompson] I just can’t sleep/ I just can’t sleep/ rapid eye movement/ waiting for the sun to rise/ only to watch it set/ gazing at the stars/ thoughts escape into the night…/ riding on the wind/ philosophies unknown to self/ hold onto the voice that guides you from right and wrong…/it’s a time to remember/ a time to pray/ a time say all the things you need to say/ believe what everyone tells you/ scream when they turn out the lights/ waking up isn’t so scary/ sleep what makes me worry/ then nothing ever seems to last/ the voices drown out the noise…
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AWAY (what takes us) [Lyrics: Thompson Music: Doubrava] When things will change/ then the sun will shine/ in the sun light/ our shadows will follow us behind/ as we go on with our lives/ in dealing with our strife/ change is always necessary/ though it can be sometimes scary/ listen to the sound of being weary of the day/ nothing can go away/ unless you let it/ forget it/ just move on/ listen to the song/ let it drift you away to the place/ that you’d like to stay/ let change take you away/ moments to the hour/ don’t moan and perspire/ never get tired of living for today/ cause everything can go away/ but what else can I say to make you get a glimpse into what makes us now?
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The unexpected game changing, groundbreaking, & end all debut album.

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released May 15, 2005

At the time of recording Fuck the Mainstream was:
Dwill – Vox / Programming / Sampling
Karebear – Lead guitar / Programming/ Samples/ Keys
Nadadan – Rhythm guitar/ Programming/ web design
Solrac – Bass/ Programming


Additional Musicians:
Scott Stone – Lead Guitar on “Drift [rapideyemovement]”
Chad Doubrava – Lead Guitar on “Away [what takes us]”
Stove “the Machine Gun” Flores – Live drums


Sursum Corda was recorded and produced by Adan De La Torre & Will Thompson
Album art by: Will Thompson
Album title by: Carrie Ayala
This album was recorded at the Cave II & III Studios, BeEville, Tx
Written & Recorded over all of 2004 and early 2005.
Fuck the Mainstream uses their equipment and sometimes other peoples equipment exclusively.

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Fuck the Main$tream Records is an independent D.I.Y. record label based in the Brazos Valley. The label features a varied degree of genres and talent in its roster, mostly Texas. 22years deep.

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